She passed peacefully. Her eyes turned black afterward, but she still had that angel face. After days, she finally voided her bladder in death. It was a huge amount of urine.
I gave everything that belonged to Smidgen, to Cameron and Cindy. I’m going to scatter Smidgen’s ashes on the hill where she was born, and I’ve save one of her claw sheaths to keep in my Pentagram locket.
I’m numb. Really, the only thing that has been on my mind for days is how I wish Toby would pass now, so I could just go away, too. Death doesn’t suck. Living afterwards is what is so horrific.