Let's start the Monday off

with a Sex Colour Test!

BLACK
People in black like the wild side (to the sexual extreme). Some may even have masochistic or sadistic tendencies. These people prefer to seek out their own kind. Getting entangled with those who may not be aroused by the same things as them; or who may not understand their sexuality; may cause them to lose their balance. They can be moody, and may get just as much enjoyment out of sex when their mood is black as when they are flying high.

Why I'm going to see the new Star Trek movie

need I say more?

Nerdslut

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Dark Woman

This is uncannily accurate....

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Pictures of the Past

So I had an 'episode' last night. Aunt Tudi was going through some old pics and found a couple of me when I was at my thinnest. I hate looking at those pictures and then having to look in the mirror. It's very distressing and, even though it was always motivating in the past, I just have a sense of hopelessness this time around. It's almost like I feel that, no matter what I do, how hard I try, how many hours a day I exercise, and how much I ache from hunger, I'm always going to end up being a blob.

When Aunt Tudi saw I was upset she asked if I wanted her to throw the pictures away. I told her no, to save them and nail them to my forehead after I'm dead.

Dramatic? Yes, I know.
Disgustingly self-indulgent and Gothic? Absolutely

Maybe I'm a little motivated now but I keep hearing Bette Midler's response to every scenario in her 'Angst on a Rope' skit:

"Why bother???"
why bother? why bother? why bother? why bother? why bother? why bother? why bother?

Western Taliban

I swear, our so-called leaders and the weak-minded religious zealots who control them are no better than the Taliban when it comes to Women's Rights. They talk a good case and have hidden their intentions very well until they could steal enough power to be able to 'put women in our place', but they are just as misogynistic and patriarchal as the 'bad guys' to whom they claim to be in opposition.

DISGUSTING