I didn't talk to Llew at all yesterday. Since I'd been calling him every day and it seemed like every other time we spoke, we'd get into an argument about my not coming to see him, I deemed it best that I back off. The last thing I want to do is cause him undue stress while he's trying to heal.
So I decided not to call him yesterday. I figured that if he wanted to talk to me, he'd give me a ring. Since this didn't happen, I guess he's needing some time away from it all.
Today is going to be the same way. No matter how much I want to pick up that phone and call to make certain he's alright, I'm going to exhibit the strength not to do so. I don't want to pressure him, push him, or back him into any sort of corner. When he's ready to talk to me to where it won't be upsetting for him, he'll let me know.
In the meantime, I wait and I hurt.
So I decided not to call him yesterday. I figured that if he wanted to talk to me, he'd give me a ring. Since this didn't happen, I guess he's needing some time away from it all.
Today is going to be the same way. No matter how much I want to pick up that phone and call to make certain he's alright, I'm going to exhibit the strength not to do so. I don't want to pressure him, push him, or back him into any sort of corner. When he's ready to talk to me to where it won't be upsetting for him, he'll let me know.
In the meantime, I wait and I hurt.
