I'm hanging in there. Each one of you have helped me do so in a particular way. I'll be honest and say I came really close around 12-21 No end of the world, no heat, no transportation, and basically no hope and I felt no one to really talk to almost pushed me over the edge. janalyson, paulpearson23. Ginny Brabban, and falkenna formed a kind of coalition to stop any nefarious plans of mine in their tracks. And I find that amazing, since they're from West Virginia, NC, and England, when people much closer to me were literally challenging me to follow through with my desperate wish-fulfillment. I bounce back and forth between being amazed at how callous people can be and how wonderfully capable they are at caring. <3 you.
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Date: 2013-01-11 05:51 pm (UTC)