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Over the past few days, while my family seems to be collapsing in on itself "Like a flan in a cupboard," the only thing I've been able to really think about with any modicum of clarity has been my book, The Chalice. The main thought has been to collect more relevant song lyrics and replace some of the ones that just don't seem to fit. I don't even have a good song lyric to launch Sui Generis, and I'm coming close to that portion of the book. But my point is, here I am pondering something that is really only important to me, when there's a major crisis going on and people are looking to me to assist or support, and be a decent family member. I'm trying to figure out why. I think it's because I so easily detach and cling to objectivity when shit hits the fan. Everyone around me is in a panic or succumbing to grief, but I "hold it all together" and move through it all like I'm jogging through pudding. Nothing seems to affect me. Nothing seems terribly important, except for The Chalice. I remember being this way when Granny died. Admittedly, I lost it then. I was grief-stricken. One of the women who raised me was between the worlds and rapidly leaving this one faster than I could handle. There's a time during that all that my memory is vary vague if not blank. I think I had a bit of a breakdown because I was unable to step back and maintain my objectivity. But I got it back quickly and clung to a new obsession: Oingo Boingo. Danny singing "No one lives forever" and approaching the transition of death like a giant street party was exactly what I needed. Now I need my book. I may drive Aunt Tudi crazy talking about it, but it will at least get her mind off other things while she wonders if I've either totally lost it, or I really am that self-centred that I can ponder something so inane in a time when more desperate issues are on the table. Maybe I'm just a self-important sociopath with no sense of what family is all about. If so, I like it.

So, to continue on with my obvious self-importance, I'm now posting pictures that I have taken over the past few days. Happy viewing!


Goldie, one of our strays, is coming to the backyard for a bite or two or sixteen. She's eating for more than one now, as is evident by her bulging belly. She's one of the ones I'm trying to capture to have her spayed. Wish me luck.


Lynx, almost grown, and he answers to his name. What a smart bebbeh! He's Goldie's son and Motley's brother. Please note the absence of a tail, just like Motdot.



And, speaking of Motley, here she is at the backyard waterhole, protecting her territory. Look at those long funky whiskers! Finally, she's letting them grow out, after months of insisting on knocking them off, pull them out, and who knows what else with the poor things. I dig the fact they're all white.


A ring of flowers. Purdy.


A gumdrop tree. This is at the hospital. Purdy.


This hog was at Eckerd in Spartanburg. I thought about stealing it, but I saw the doo-rag-donning gentleman to which it belongs, and decided I'd rather live.



Aunt Tudi in the back seat of the car with Riley, Chester, Sheba, and our gorilla Fred. They were cramped to say the least.


Stretch limos at McDonalds. What?the?fuck?


My new Birkenstocks. After almost 10 years with the same shoes (falling apart, no sole, generally disintegrating off my feets), it was time to get new ones.


And, last but not least, a picture that will tickle LOST fans pink, especially if they've seen the earlier shows of season 2. I bet Necco is forever grateful for the free advertising and resurrection of a bar that was popular years ago.


In closing, I'd like for someone to explain why I find the new Doctor so irresistible when there's not a thing about him that should be attractive in the least.

*HUUUUUUUuuuuuUUUUUuuuuuuUUUUUG*

Date: 2006-04-08 02:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zaecus.livejournal.com
"Disease, disease, disease my friend
for this whole world's in devil's hand
Disease, disease, disease my friend
throw the key or you may die"
--Helloween, Keeper of the Seven Keys (http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/KEEPER-OF-THE-SEVEN-KEYS-lyrics-Helloween/1F18AA2F02AFBE8448256A9600055675)

Date: 2006-04-08 05:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anomali.livejournal.com
When I was dealing with serious freakin' breakdown because of illness and unhappiness (AKA winter/spring of 1994/5), O. B.'s "Boingo" was on my short list of soundtracks.

I find that music is absolutely necessary to keep yourself grounded at times when everyone around you is flying off the handle.

Best, best wishes dearie:)

Date: 2006-04-08 05:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tinhuviel.livejournal.com
See, now you GET the Elfmeister. I hope he reaslises that there are a few of us who really GET him, and that he would invite us to his next Dead Man's Party.
From: [identity profile] durgablue.livejournal.com
In closing, I'd like for someone to explain why I find the new Doctor so irresistible when there's not a thing about him that should be attractive in the least.

Are you kidding me!

I just joined the UK Yahoo "Bad Wolf" group because I wanted to learn more about the lovely Christopher Eccleston. He has the foxy eyes, big nose, and firm lips that I so love love love.

Get outta my head will you, I was contemplating a post whereby I mention that I want to move to England and by Christopher Eccleston's concubine!!

Date: 2006-04-08 06:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aki-dreaming.livejournal.com
The Saga was all that saved me when I lost Max.

If you would like song lyric help, let me know if I can do anything for you.

Date: 2006-04-08 07:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tinhuviel.livejournal.com
Thank ye darrrrlin'.

Date: 2006-04-08 02:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] falkenna.livejournal.com
Trouble strikes, so you retreat into the fantasy world you created ages ago to protect you from trouble. Gee, that's a tough one to understand. Seriously, what could be more natural or right? I'm sure you're still "with" Tudi, that's all that matters. You'll get to where you can sort out your own stuff when you're ready.

As for Christopher Eccleston -- loved him as the Doctor, but he does nothing for me *that* way. Especially since seeing him as the evil bastard he was in Elizabeth. (Although that's a role you might find to be Yummy evil -- I just found him repulsive.) He's had lots of really interesting TV parts over here (Jesus Christ in Manchester, for one) and is a helluvan actor. And I can see the charisma -- which is why, in answer to your question. It just doesn't work on me.

The even-newer Doctor starts over here next Saturday, hurray! So not my type (either), but his charisma does work, a bit, on me. He was fabulous as Casanova, what a fantastic adaptation. If PBS shows it, don't miss it.

I will try to record at least some of the new ones for when you get here -- it should still be running by then, as well!

Date: 2006-04-08 08:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tinhuviel.livejournal.com
Thankies! I remember seeing "The Son of God," but I don't remember him at all. Odd eh?

Date: 2006-04-09 05:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] moad-terran-hq.livejournal.com
Lynx is a straight out beautiful cat.

Date: 2006-04-09 05:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tinhuviel.livejournal.com
Yes he is. I'm happy to have him partially tame now. If I succeed, he'll be inoculated and snipped before he can say, 'meow dammit!'

But he'll be happier for it.

Date: 2006-04-10 01:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] empress-schwa.livejournal.com
The Doctor is deliciously sarcastic.

He's the perfect straight man in the comedy team.

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