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tinhuvielI've calmed down some and am considering another avenue for this. I know what I did wrong: I inadvertently got my hopes up and that's a terribly destructive thing for me. It's better that I always expect doom so, that way, I'll either be pleasantly surprised or well-prepared. I didn't do that with my quest for gastric bypass. I felt hope. Bad, bad girl!
At worst, I'll have to wait til the end of the year and change my insurance at work. I'm just hoping I'll have a job by then. If not, I'll be going hungry and will still lose weight. As Monty Python says, always look on the bright side of life.
(I still hate being poor....and fat.....but at least I'm not feeling as useless and helpless as before)
At worst, I'll have to wait til the end of the year and change my insurance at work. I'm just hoping I'll have a job by then. If not, I'll be going hungry and will still lose weight. As Monty Python says, always look on the bright side of life.
(I still hate being poor....and fat.....but at least I'm not feeling as useless and helpless as before)
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Date: 2003-03-10 09:32 pm (UTC)