Invitation to leave

[tinhuviel]

I'm beyond depressed and I haven't been on my anti-depressants for about 6 months. It's gonna take about a month before I can get the Lyrica program going. Neron tin seems to be doing nothing for me. Back is out of whack. Knees are gone. The smokies have me in their grasp. I feel like I'm doing Aunt Tudi about as dirty as one person can do another. If it weren't for her, I'd be long gone. There's nothing for me here. I see my journal sinking deeper into something beyond unpleasant. This is your free ticket out of here. All of you deserve better and that's something I can give. No questions ask, just go knowing that I love ad miss you. Maybe, if I survive this, we can become friends again. Those of you who want to say adieu, please know that you're welcome back anytime, maybe in happeir days. I workd 13 hours tomorrow. I pray that I can sleep.

Comments

[jadecat.livejournal.com]

You're stuck with me. Sorry...

Nope.

[flutterbychild.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tight*

You ain't getting rid of me that easily, Miss Tracy! I'm just as broke and depressed as you are, and I know that sometimes it is only because of the people in your world that keep you from doing something unfortunate. I ain't leaving!

*sends as much loving energy as I can your way*

[mladypain.livejournal.com]

Nice try but I ain't going no where. You are an inspiration to me and I admire you immensely. I'm sending you good & loving thoughts no matter what***



edited to remove a remark that made it sound like my positive thoughts your way would pass & disappear but they won't.

[dr-p-venkman.livejournal.com]

Nope. Not goin'. You inspire me. If I can help give back I will.

[booraven22.livejournal.com]

::chains self to your LJ::
Ain't leaving. Can't make me.
Cause I love you, and consider you family.
And that's the good kinda family. Not the laughably dysfunctional tribes people usually get stuck with.

No, Ms. Tracy, you are inevitably gonna have to accept the fact that I'm like a frikkin' barnacle and you're stuck with me.
Can't be a Triumvirate with only 2 of us, now can we?

::sends you a big ole mess of positive energy and good wishes::

[miintikwa.livejournal.com]

I know I am not part of the triumvirate, but everything else she said.

I luvs me some Tin and I ain't leavin'. Period.

*hugs you, sends you lots of love and hugs and plots ritual stuff since she has no money to send at the moment*

[morriganwind.livejournal.com]

Darn tootin'...there is no escaping the Triumvirate or the crazy foursome. ;)

[polypolyglot.livejournal.com]

I'm not leaving and have no intention to do so.

*HUGS*

[missautopsy.livejournal.com]

You no go or I'll make pouty lips. :o(

Email me at miss.autopsy(at)gmail.com when you have a free minute, just a couple of things I wanted to ask off-list.

[waterdawg.livejournal.com]

Honey - I got the lady I worked with On about 500+ meds for free each money - the drug companies only need a valid prescription - their proof of need is really easy.

I've been tempted to do the *need* thing - but I won't - wasn't meant for me - but it is easy to qualify.

PLEASE email or contact me - I'll hook you up... again you MORE than qualify.

[m0usegrrl.livejournal.com]

Nope, not going anywhere. *fierce hugs*

[mobobocita.livejournal.com]

*hug* Not going anywhere. Will send sugar stuffs for cotton candy when I can.

Love you, wish I could do more.

[moad-terran-hq.livejournal.com]

Based on the comments above, I think the quorum seems to be: "Ya ain't gettin' rid of us That Easily, Little Missy...."

Let momentum be your friend - it's easier to keep going if you just keep going. (Getting back on the Anti-Depressants sounds like a good idea as well.)

*hugs*

[brujah.livejournal.com]

Not going anywhere, doll. I love you... so why would I exit when you're not at your best. It will be a bit before I can help, but I assure you that I so would if I could.

[kithan.livejournal.com]

No. *HUGS*

And what everyone else said, too.

[bloominglotus.livejournal.com]

You couldn't get rid of me if you tried. Please be well and take care...we're here for you.

[durgablue.livejournal.com]

This is your free ticket out of here.

*ahem*

BITE ME.

[dferguson.livejournal.com]

And I am telling you I'm not going.

[glossolalia.livejournal.com]

I'm staying, because you're wonderful.

[es-skysurfer.livejournal.com]

Not on your Nellie, Miss! Im staying... Because i love you, and consider you a good friend.

And im going to be both blunt and a little bit glib here, please tell me if this is out of line/ inappropriate:

If you were to disappear, thousands of voices would cry out in anguish, and then be silenced.

*huge hugs*

No!!!!!!

[janalyson.livejournal.com]

I am as broke as I can be too, and my ex is harassing me again. You better let me stay,I need you as much as you need us.

[angstzeit.livejournal.com]

Why would I leave just when it is angst zeit. Hahahahahaahaahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!


Ahem.


I'll be here.

[ex-glittert.livejournal.com]

You're stuck like chuck with me, sister. Know that i love you and am pulling for you - you will prevail.

TIcket out, huh?

[wholeinmysoul.livejournal.com]

If I can live through and deal with some of what I experience almost daily, you can too. I won't offer pity, but I will offer sympathy and whatever support I can muster.

Shut up!

[hipstamom.livejournal.com]

Here's some info for you:

Neurontin is the first med they will start you off with. You need to speak to the specialist and see what levels are in your blood. If the neurontin levels are below 10 then they will give an emergency dose. If the levels fall continuously below the range then they will have to switch you to something else.


Secondly, depression and epilepsy go hand in hand. You would need to speak to your neuro about anti-depressants because he would be able to have a better handle on which goes with what. Why? Because many anti-seizures meds can cause and/or aggravate mood swings.

Keppra turns me into hell on wheels but I'm not as prone to the shakes.

You're stuck with me, sorry!

[falkenna.livejournal.com]

You know.

[morriganwind.livejournal.com]

Better late to say that you're stuck with me. You stuck with me through the last year...you better believe you're stuck with me....

<3

[brujah.livejournal.com]

Please see my journal when you get a chance, it's important. =)

[flameprincess.livejournal.com]

We adore you. It's really that simple.

Chiming in to say that I'm not going anywhere.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

I love-est thee, I shall not leave.

[anita1967.livejournal.com]

no, no, no. um, wait a minute, no.

[gatheringrivers]

We're all in this shithole of a life together - you're not getting rid of me that easily either. :) Been down the spiraling road of ick enough times to know that having people to talk TO can help a lot.

{{{ HUGS }}}

[ici1011.livejournal.com]

You ain't getting rid of me so easily. We all have our bad times. Yours will get better soon. Wish I could help you financially right now but I recently had to get a new car when the old one died.
You've got a lot of friends and we're here for you.

[lausa.livejournal.com]

There may be something else I can do to help. Email me at lhhicks@hotmail. I think it's about time for you to be on the up side of the wheel of fortune.

[electrablue.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't take you off my friends list because of things that I'm going through myself, silly. I hope you can find some kind of antidepressant. I'm not saying it'd be right for you, but my neurologist prescribed my Effexor XR in February and it's working well for me, and not causing any medication trouble. (I have so many!) Like someone else said, it'd be best to talk to your neurologist about it, since he or she is the one also taking care of epilepsy. Just some advice from someone who thinks she knows what you may be going through *hug*

Above all, I really hope things will look up for you. You deserve it.

Blessed be.

[green-goblin7t.livejournal.com]

Hello?? The only reason I am on here is to be able to keep up with how you're doing. Only sometimes I don't do such a good job of it.