Into the Long Dark Night
Jan. 17th, 2004 12:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tinhuvielI've been at Telekvetch for almost two hours now and am already eager for 7 a.m. In order to fulfill my need for constant entertainment, I brought one of my video tapes (#16), that is a combination of Kids in the Hall sketches and music videos. I'm a happy camper in regard to my entertainment addiction.
Tonight I am worried about two dear friends.
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sri3m is back in the hospital with her pancreatitis. Her enzyme levels were over 1700 upon admission. Even though I don't know what the hell that means, it doesn't sound good at all. I tried to call her earlier, but she was on her way out for a CAT scan. I called later on and there was no answer. Tomorrow, I shall attempt again. When she left her initial message on my voice mail, she asked me to have Barry call, then said she was kidding. I'm not, though.... I wrote him earlier to ask if maybe he'd do it. Dunno when or if he's checked his email yet, but I have the distinct feeling that he'll be happy to call her since he knows she's as enamoured with him as I.
toddzilla2001 is distressed, about what I'm unsure. All I know is that he won't talk to me about it except to express his disgust at allowing himself to be used. It doesn't sound good at all, but I'm not going to push him into talking to me. He'll come to me in his own good time, if he so chooses. It's always been that way between us for the entire 17 years we've been friends. Still, though....it kills me that we're so far apart now when he's feeling like this. It makes me feel helpless when all I want to do is make things better.
I've taken a few personality tests so far this evening. It's sad how hooked I am on these things...
The Sensuality Test
74.24%
The results of this test indicate that you are a highly sensual person! You deeply enjoy physical pleasures, and are eager to experiment and try new things in life. Smells and colors are enough to affect your mood, and you tend to be emotionally passionate. With regards to sex, you enjoy long, emotional lovemaking with an abandoning climactic finish.
A word of caution: people who deeply luxuriate in sensual pleasures are more prone to addictions (substance, sex, love, etc.). So keep your passions under control. Too much of anything can be dangerous. Otherwise, your instinctive ability to use your senses will help you really enjoy life!
How Others See You
Other people see you as sensible, cautious, careful, and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friend too quickly or too easily, but someone who is extremely loyal to the friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize that it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but, equally, that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is shaken.
Emotional Aptitude
63.08%
The results of this test indicate that your Emotional Aptitude is very good. You are comfortable with yourself, and generally know how to express yourself and handle stress appropriately. You are creative, motivated, and you deal with change positively. You know yourself well, including your talents and weaknesses. There is, of course, always room for improvement. But you are the kind of person who is progressive and seeks to better yourself anyway. These traits are what help you adapt to change and embrace personal growth.
Enough of the tests already! Sheesh...
Jann Arden's video for "Insensitive" is currently playing. It's too bad such a song had to be written and really sad that so many women, myself included, can relate to it.
Insensitive
How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat, after the body's bliss?
How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you'd know anywhere?
1-Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face, told me
Maybe, you might have some advice to give
How to be insensitive, insensitive ooh, insensitive
How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood, after the body rush?
How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart
It's a crime to fall in love again?
Oh, you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I thought that you might have some advice to give,
How to be insensitive
More insane ramblings as the eve wears on, I'm sure.
Tonight I am worried about two dear friends.
sri3m is back in the hospital with her pancreatitis. Her enzyme levels were over 1700 upon admission. Even though I don't know what the hell that means, it doesn't sound good at all. I tried to call her earlier, but she was on her way out for a CAT scan. I called later on and there was no answer. Tomorrow, I shall attempt again. When she left her initial message on my voice mail, she asked me to have Barry call, then said she was kidding. I'm not, though.... I wrote him earlier to ask if maybe he'd do it. Dunno when or if he's checked his email yet, but I have the distinct feeling that he'll be happy to call her since he knows she's as enamoured with him as I.toddzilla2001 is distressed, about what I'm unsure. All I know is that he won't talk to me about it except to express his disgust at allowing himself to be used. It doesn't sound good at all, but I'm not going to push him into talking to me. He'll come to me in his own good time, if he so chooses. It's always been that way between us for the entire 17 years we've been friends. Still, though....it kills me that we're so far apart now when he's feeling like this. It makes me feel helpless when all I want to do is make things better.I've taken a few personality tests so far this evening. It's sad how hooked I am on these things...
The Sensuality Test
74.24%
The results of this test indicate that you are a highly sensual person! You deeply enjoy physical pleasures, and are eager to experiment and try new things in life. Smells and colors are enough to affect your mood, and you tend to be emotionally passionate. With regards to sex, you enjoy long, emotional lovemaking with an abandoning climactic finish.
A word of caution: people who deeply luxuriate in sensual pleasures are more prone to addictions (substance, sex, love, etc.). So keep your passions under control. Too much of anything can be dangerous. Otherwise, your instinctive ability to use your senses will help you really enjoy life!
How Others See You
Other people see you as sensible, cautious, careful, and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friend too quickly or too easily, but someone who is extremely loyal to the friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize that it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but, equally, that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is shaken.
Emotional Aptitude
63.08%
The results of this test indicate that your Emotional Aptitude is very good. You are comfortable with yourself, and generally know how to express yourself and handle stress appropriately. You are creative, motivated, and you deal with change positively. You know yourself well, including your talents and weaknesses. There is, of course, always room for improvement. But you are the kind of person who is progressive and seeks to better yourself anyway. These traits are what help you adapt to change and embrace personal growth.
Enough of the tests already! Sheesh...
Jann Arden's video for "Insensitive" is currently playing. It's too bad such a song had to be written and really sad that so many women, myself included, can relate to it.
Insensitive
How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat, after the body's bliss?
How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you'd know anywhere?
1-Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face, told me
Maybe, you might have some advice to give
How to be insensitive, insensitive ooh, insensitive
How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood, after the body rush?
How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart
It's a crime to fall in love again?
Oh, you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I thought that you might have some advice to give,
How to be insensitive
More insane ramblings as the eve wears on, I'm sure.
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Date: 2004-01-17 03:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-01-17 08:20 am (UTC)How others see you...
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, and always interesting; someone who is constantly the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to your head. They see you also as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who will cheer them up and help them out.
Emotional Aptitude.......77.87%