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tinhuvielFor the first time in the history of Tinhuviel, I am taping the Superbowl. It's not that I like football at all. Nope, I want to see the commercials. Every year I miss out on the whole fuss over the cutting edge adverts, but not this time around! Muahahahah!
So I've slept for most of the day. I wake up just in time enough to take more medicine and pass back out. I could go back to sleep right now, but I'm fighting it so I'll be able to sleep tonight. Actually, I've slept so much I now have a bit of a headache. Gads, I'm a wreck!
I haven't talked to Llew all day long. I just haven't had the motivation to even pick up the phone and connect with anyone. Earlier, I spoke with Stephanie but my voice started to leave me about ten minutes into the conversation. Anyway, Llew has gotten into this pattern where he won't call me on the weekends so he won't possibly disturb me as I recover from my 3rd shift escapades at Telehell. I bet he thinks I've been comatose all day, which isn't too far from the truth.
The only time I've stirred today is when Aunt Tudi and I dashed to Wal-Mart. I needed to get some yoghurt and Aunt Tudi needed milk, so awaaaay we went. It was awfully crowded for Superbowl Sunday. I figure that everyone would be at parties munching on junk food and drinking spirits. Obviously, I was quite mistaken.
I'm still in a very weird state of mind about life in general. This week will probably decide the rest of my life for me and, as Tuesday looms ever closer, my levels of anxiety have reached monstrous proportions. I'm going to try to refrain from calling United Healthcare until maybe Thursday if I haven't heard anything by then. I was assured by the last Care Coordination rep that a decision for predetermination will be made no later than Tuesday, since that's the 15th business day. I thought it was Wednesday because I didn't think MLK day would count as a business day, but apparently it does. I'm fully prepared to feel my heart sink and never be lifted again. Truly, I am in fear for my life....and I'm not being dramatic.
::sigh::
I'm going to be a basket case by Tuesday...like I'm not already!
So I've slept for most of the day. I wake up just in time enough to take more medicine and pass back out. I could go back to sleep right now, but I'm fighting it so I'll be able to sleep tonight. Actually, I've slept so much I now have a bit of a headache. Gads, I'm a wreck!
I haven't talked to Llew all day long. I just haven't had the motivation to even pick up the phone and connect with anyone. Earlier, I spoke with Stephanie but my voice started to leave me about ten minutes into the conversation. Anyway, Llew has gotten into this pattern where he won't call me on the weekends so he won't possibly disturb me as I recover from my 3rd shift escapades at Telehell. I bet he thinks I've been comatose all day, which isn't too far from the truth.
The only time I've stirred today is when Aunt Tudi and I dashed to Wal-Mart. I needed to get some yoghurt and Aunt Tudi needed milk, so awaaaay we went. It was awfully crowded for Superbowl Sunday. I figure that everyone would be at parties munching on junk food and drinking spirits. Obviously, I was quite mistaken.
I'm still in a very weird state of mind about life in general. This week will probably decide the rest of my life for me and, as Tuesday looms ever closer, my levels of anxiety have reached monstrous proportions. I'm going to try to refrain from calling United Healthcare until maybe Thursday if I haven't heard anything by then. I was assured by the last Care Coordination rep that a decision for predetermination will be made no later than Tuesday, since that's the 15th business day. I thought it was Wednesday because I didn't think MLK day would count as a business day, but apparently it does. I'm fully prepared to feel my heart sink and never be lifted again. Truly, I am in fear for my life....and I'm not being dramatic.
::sigh::
I'm going to be a basket case by Tuesday...like I'm not already!
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Date: 2004-02-01 10:21 pm (UTC)You could be very popular in a few weeks.
*giggle*
Whodathunk?
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Date: 2004-02-02 05:00 am (UTC)Heeeey, I need your address. Dougie wants a date with you.
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Date: 2004-02-02 08:23 am (UTC)I wish they'd picked any song to play except that one...
Address forthcoming...
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Date: 2004-02-03 06:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-02-03 03:26 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-03 06:03 pm (UTC)Everyone is now officially scandalised because America can't get out of the 'Scarlet Letter' era.