tinhuviel | Poor Mood Post

I didn't want to get up. I had a conversation with Aunt Tudi. I have to pay bills at lunchtime today. I have too much work for someone about to lose her job to poor slobs who have no clue what they're getting themselves into.

I have an issue I cannot currently, if ever, discuss here.

Really, I'm just pissed off at the entire world right now and want to become Godzilla so I can go stomping through the countryside setting what parts of civilisation I don't crush under foot aflame.

I'm not sure if I want to cry it out or abuse all those who wander within biting range.

In other news, I dreamt that I provoked Monique (the POPlady with whom I work and genuinely like) into beating me about the head, then pretended to be the victim, when I was actually the one at fault. She ended up losing her job because of me. Not a good dream....at all. I must apologise to her today, even though none of this happened.

If weather permits, I'll be mowing the grass today. Then we're off to see Uncle Michael. He gets to come on on Tuesday, so the trips to the hospital will be ending soon, thankfully. It's a far trek and, with gas prices what they are combined with the fact that I all-too-often feel like a Podling in the grip of the Skeksis, the multiple journeys there and back are about to break me.

Regarding the lawn-mowing, it's not looking very promising at the moment. The general colour outside is grey. Perhaps the tails of Arlene have reached us sooner than expected. Well, whatever. In my current mood, I don't care if the Amazon jungle ends up growing in my yard. It's already so high now, I'm beginning to worry about natives shooting poison darts at me as I try to make my way out to the ION for work in the morning.

In closing, I have the distinct feeling that I'll be making extensive use of my prolific expletive library today.