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Sorry for the misspellings, but when you're out of your head with pain, that's kinda what happens.

Your Review View business Between Scripps H. and Tracy E. Back to your inbox Tracy E. Tracy E. San Diego, CA 27 4 Your review of Scripps Mercy Hospital San Diego 1.0 star rating 6/16/2016 I've had a migraine for 5 days. The third night, after two visits to this hellhole, I tried to hangng myself because the pain was so bad and I just wanted it to end. Almost succeeded. These people are a joke. If you are in pain, even severe, they treat you like a criminal junkie. The only thing that helps my migraine is 2 mg of injected dilaudid (pill form come back i\up because of nausea and vomiting). All they gave me was toradol (when I told them it doesn't work, phernergan (which gives me severe restless legs, and reglan to counteract the phengern. I did get some sleep for the first time in days, but I woke up myself up pooping on myelf. excessively, and still had the migraine. Turns out reglan causes massive diahrrea. So I had to clean myself up, after no food for days, still with the worst migraine ever. Decided to go to out of network and went to Sharp. They gave me my shot, and after 2 hours, no pain. Screw Scripps. Their title "MERCY' is in oxymoron. They'd rather have people suffer and even commit suicide than risk an addition. DON'T GO HERE. If you have a network that accepts only this, go out of network until you can find a decent medical network that doesn't treat you like a lying piece of trash.

"Scripps H. Scripps H. Manager Block & Report Owner Scripps H.'s comment on your review: Hello, Tracy, Thank you for taking the time to review your experience. We are happy to hear you are no longer in pain. It is our mission to provide the highest quality service and medical care to our patients and we are sorry your experience at Mercy San Diego did not meet these standards. We value your feedback and would like to learn more. If you are interested in speaking to a patient advocate, please respond to our private message. We appreciate your time and look forward to speaking with you directly. Sincerely, Your friends at Scripps Scripps H. Scripps H. Manager One hour ago Block & Report Owner Hi, Tracy, Thank you again for reviewing your recent experience at Scripps Mercy Hospital San Diego. We understand your concerns and would appreciate the opportunity to learn more and help, if possible. To speak with a patient advocate, please reply to this message with your full name and phone number; an advocate will reach out directly. Of course we understand not everybody wishes to have further communication, and if that's the case, we respect your decision. Whatever your choice, please know we value your feedback and have already shared your review with management. We wish you good health and a great weekend. - Your friends at Scripps

Tracy E. Tracy E. San Diego, CA 27 4 52 minutes ago What do you mean I am no longer in pain? I had to go back to my PCP who did did little to help me until I can get into pain management. I'll most likely have to visit SHARP again before I get to see the doctor on Friday, at $75 a pop, which I DON'T have. You wasted me five pairs of panties from explosive diarrhea, did NOTHING for my pain, gave me medication I said did not work and will probably charge my insurance for it, probably "prayed" for me, like so-called mercy-givers do, gave me not only restless legs but restless body from from the phenergen. Do you know what it's not like to not be able to stop moving when you have a severe migraine? My doctor couldn't even get blood from me today because I am so dehyadrated from not being able to hold anything down. I TRIED TO HANG MYSELF THREE DAYS AGO BECAUSE I COULDN'T TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE. Unfornunately, I did not succeed. When my enrollment period comes up, I'm going to try to get as a far away from SCRIPPS "MERCY" as possible. I don't know why you're congratulating yourself for helping me with my migraine, but it was SHARP who did it, NOT YOU. And I'll probably have to go back to them before Friday, so thanks for exacerbating my poverty. Right now, I would LITERALLY DIE than darken your medaeival doors again. If your definition of mercy comes out of the middle ages, perhaps you should rethink your line of work because, right now, you're costing people sanity, sleep, relief, and EVEN LIFE. You're not my friend. If my head begins to feel it explodes, I'm coming to you, just so you get to feel the nice warm goodness of my untreated headache. I hate you.

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Shriekback - Oil & Gold

ARISTA, 1985

Throughout the rock epoch, commentators have slagged record companies for the dilution of art in pursuit of profit.  Full marks to the Arista label, then, for releasing Shriekback’s Oil & Gold.  A chthonic portal into an inverse world of eat-or-be-eaten terror-funk, macabre amusements and terminal ambience, it would have sat heroically askance in the Phil Collins and Wham!-embracing charts of 1985.

Co-vocalist Barry Andrews looks back on an anomalous situation.  “There was a precedent in the Thompson Twins - also on Arista, also signed by the bloke who signed us - of a band turning from weirdo, uncommercial ugly ducklings into great big shiny ‘80s cash swans,” he reflects.  “I think Arista still held out a wispy hope that that would happen.  The cover idea was to make us look dreamy and great, but we ended up going for a gang of eels and feathers, which were props that became the main event.  Once again the record company were not totally made up.”shriekmojo3.png

Formed in 1981 in Kentish Town, the group’s core consisted of ex-XTC keys man Andrews, Gang Of Four bassist Dave Allen and Carl Marsh, former guitarist in squat funkers Out On Blue Six.  Having logged such unnerving dancefloor releases as My Spine Is The Bassline and Tench EP on the Y label, they’d signed with Arista for 1983’s Jam Science album.  After July ’84’s crisp single Hand On My Heart got to Number 52, they regrouped for a third LP, having been joined by drummer and Fairlight sampler operator Martyn Barker.

Andrews recalls a complicated genesis, commencing when the band took 20 rhythmic sketches to Rockfield studio in south Wales, with producer and future Hollywood soundtrack composer Hans Zimmer (who turned up three hours late, copping a £600 black cab bill after missing his train).  “Everybody was involved in a lot of groove-building and improvisation to get ideas rolling,” says Marsh.  “Then Barry and I would pick the ones we fancied and write lyric and melody ideas and structure them into songs, after which everyone would pitch back in with ideas to fill in all the gaps.”

After more session at Lillie Yard in west London, mixing took place in various studios in the capital and Bath.  It was not an over-harmonious process, remembers Andrews.  “There were a lot of major rifts,” he reveals.  “Our manager wanting to sack me, Carl was gearing up to leave, Hans getting sacked - we ended up mixing with Gavin MacKillop.  God we spent a lot of money.”

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What emerged clearly thrived on the discord.  Opening with the febrile, spasming Malaria andtwo more feverish funk eruptions sung by Marsh, Shriekback’s strangely scientific world of primordial nature was revealed in its noisy, intoxicated splendour.  Drastic contrast was provided by This Big Hush, a phantasmal, possibly post-apocalyptic contemplation of ultimate extinction sung by Andrews, and similarly spectral pieces including the Cretaceous instrumental, Coelocanth.  Marsh cites lead single Nemesis - which name-checked 2000AD comic’s alien hero who battles Earthling superfascist Torquemada - as “the one that sums up all the themes and contrasts into one pop blast.  The animals and monsters, the tensions between instinct and intellect, nods to high art and comic books, and big laughs in dark places.”

Despite this, Marsh would leave the group after the album was completed, fulfilling press and photo duties but bailing before the touring could begin.  “I did feel that the band had become a bit of a two-headed monster with myself and Barry both fronting it and pulling in different directions,” he says.  “That said, I’m actually always surprised the album as a whole has such a unified feel.  I guess we had a common purpose after all.”

The group forged on, but despite all efforts including an arena tour with Simple Minds, Arista’s dream of an immaculate cash swan would prove chimerical.  Director Michael Mann, however, would add to the group’s cult cache by selecting Oil & Gold tracks for his movies Manhunter and Band of the Hand.  “He got the tenderness in the weirdness, I guess - the emotional life of monster,” muses Andrews.  The singer continued to lead Shriekback, with 1986’s Big Night Music a worthy companion piece to its predecessor, but would cease operations after 1992’s Sacred City.  The beast would not die, though, and four more releases down the line, Marsh was back in earnest for 2010’s sterling Life In The Loading Bay.  Now Barker is also returned; the three-man line-up is finishing a new album.**

Twenty eight years on, Oil & Gold remains visceral proof of what they’re capable of.  “The actual title came from a lyric that wasn’t used,” reveals Marsh.  “‘It’s as physical as oil and gold’.  It was the contrast between dark, sticky, clingy blackness and bright, hard clarity that seemed to encapsulate some of Shriekback’s extreme qualities.”

Ian Harrison

MOJO July 2013



**The new album referenced in Ian Harrison’s article is Without Real String or Fish, our thirteenth studio album, just released earlier this month.  You can learn more about it on the official website.  Please join us in the discussion on Facebook, Twitter, and Tumblr, and don’t forget to sign up for our newsletter for free music downloads and current Shriek activity.

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Inspired by listening to Without Real String or Fish, James from Canada (his preferred cognomen) felt compelled to share his thoughts about the mighty “Coelocanth."

Coelocanth: The Last Shriekback Song I Will ever Hear?


So here we are in 2015, and Shriekback have just released their 13th album, Without Real String or Fish. And a most excellent album it is, too: full of the usual Shrieky goodness - clever lyrics and wordplay, groovy basslines, catchy tunes that run the gamut of dark, light, thoughtful, funny and sombre (often at the same time!).

So it is not surprising that while one is feasting on a plate of brand new songs, that one also reflects on a band’s past releases, and how they may have influenced one’s musical tastes, preferences, or - perhaps - one’s life.

In my case, I'd like to look back at one particular song - "Coelocanth" - the atmospheric conclusion to the Oil and Gold LP back in the 80's.  I was a teenager back when Oil and Gold was released, and at the time I preferred all the hard-rockin' tunes like "Nemesis" and "Malaria."  So while I loved most of the Oil and Gold album, I always thought that "Coelocanth" was a piece of crap.  "What the hell is this?" I asked at the time.  "Did Shriekback hire Zamfir and his cheesy pan flues to play on this record?** Awful!"  As far as I was concerned at the time, Oil and Gold finished with the conclusion of "Hammerheads."  And so it went for many years... until Manhunter.

Many Shriekback fans either discovered or re-discovered the band as a result of Michael Mann’s film Manhunter, which featured the Shriek songs “Evaporation,” “This Big Hush,” and “Coelocanth.” For me, when I saw the famous tiger scene in that movie, set to the music of “Coelocanth,” I had a bit of an epiphany. All of a sudden, this song wasn’t a cheesy woodwind “extra” tacked on at the end of Oil and Gold, but something which really penetrated deep down into the soul. I promptly began to listen to “Coelocanth,” and with my ears now finally open (so to speak), I realized just how haunting and beautiful a track it really was.

Back in the late 90’s, I once had a dream about this song. I remember it quite vividly - I was lying on some ocean beach on an alien world, with a huge ringed planet rising in a dark aquamarine sky. I heard “Coelocanth” playing somewhere in the distance, although I knew that I was alone on this planet.

At the time I didn’t give the dream much thought… it was just a cool thing that happened. Well, you can imagine my surprise when several years later, while I was surfing the internet for some new desktop wallpaper for my Mac, I came across this particular image at the Digital Blasphemy website :

This image - minus the palm trees - was almost 100% verbatim what I saw in my dream.  It really chilled me to the bone to see my "vision" realized by some person whom I'd never met.  Of course, I immediately pulled out Oil and Gold and played “Coelocanth,” and found myself thoroughly captivated by the synergy of sound and image…it was absolutely hypnotic, even magical. I had already grown to appreciate that once-belittled track “Coelocanth,” but from the moment I heard it in conjunction with this image from my dream, it just became so much more.

So why is it that I say “Coelocanth” is “the last Shriekback song I will ever hear?” Well, it may not be, but - and this is where I perhaps get a little morbid and over-the-top for some readers, but bear with me - I have for many years thought that “Coelocanth” would be the perfect “last song” for me. The last song is essentially the soundtrack to one’s end: when you’re on your death-bed, and you know that you’ve only got minutes left to live, but you can pick one piece of music to accompany you as you journey out of this world and into “whatever-lies-beyond.”

For me, “Coelocanth” conjures up many feelings and imagery. The obvious one is that of prehistoric fish moving through the dark depths of an ancient ocean. But I also see strange alien landscapes (as in my dream), or even the infinite depths of outer space, filled with stars and galaxies. Combine all that imagery with the background synths and trickling water samples, and you have a concoction that just soothes the soul in a way that’s hard to explain. This is why I would be quite happy to spend my final moments with this song in my head. It really encompasses, well, just about everything, for me. Not bad for a previously-mocked, little 4 minute atmosphere track at the end of a 30-year old album.

So why all the “deep-thought” and rather mawkish gushing over this old song? Well, for me, it really demonstrates what I (and no doubt many other Shriek fans) love about Shriekback. How their music grows on you over time, and how deeply it can affect you. It’s not surprising that I’ve been a fan of the Shrieks since the 80’s: they’ve consistently delivered amazing and diverse music, and the new Without Real String or Fish album continues this tradition. Hopefully there are many more wonderful albums coming from this talented bunch in the years to come.

©James from Canada
8 March, 2015

**with apologies to any fans of Zamfir. I also heartily recommend Digital Blasphemy’s Desktop Wallpaper site. The worlds that this guy creates with 3d software really go well with the whole Shriekback vibe. “Without real worlds or matter”, I guess!

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Good things
come to those
who wait.

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The English proverb certainly applies to Shriekback’s thirteenth studio album, Without Real String or Fish.  Begun back in 2011, the band completed work on their latest offering on 1 November, 2014 – a wholesome day, indeed – much to the delight of their fans, both old and new.

Before I delve into the song-by-song, I must come clean by informing readers that I count myself among Shriekback’s fans, and the songs I can admit to not enjoying that much can be counted on one hand missing a couple of fingers.  Although I will do my level best to remain objective in writing this, my subjectivity should be considered when you read it.  For that reason alone, you should listen to the album, so you can judge for yourself.

Also, please bear in mind that any lyrics interpretation is mine alone, and could be completely off the mark.  Again, you should listen and judge for yourself.

That said, let’s go!


  1. Now Those Days Are Gone (Andrews/Marsh)

In the tradition and spirit of Shriekback’s 1985 magnum opus, Oil & Gold, and its first track, Malaria, Now Those Days Are Gone bombards the senses, leaving no doubt the band are not playing around.  The groove is deep and unrelenting, living up to the Shrieks’ decades-old agenda to create music to which people cannot resist dancing.  The combination of Rock and Funk, along with the rousing chorus, makes the song a solid anthem.  The lyrics sound not only autobiographical, speaking to Shriekback’s early days, they also convey a biography of the time in which most of us long-time fans came of age.  The chant-like call and response chorus hint at regret for an age that’s passed, but the accompanying music doesn’t let any potential navel-gazing progress go too far.  Sure, those days might be gone, the song seems to say, but we aren’t, and that is what matters.

Favourite lyric:

We were living in the future
Now those days are gone
We were kings, we were preachers
Now those days are gone
We had incubi and succubi
Now those days are gone
All these pleasures standing by
Now those days are gone


  1. The King in the Tree (Andrews, Barker, Marsh)

hapexamendiosBeginning with a clockwork carousel, the song seems to promise a tour through a deserted fairground containing the ghosts of revelries once indulged in happier times.  In typical Andrews fashion, the lyrics contrast with the music, and they conjured in my mind visions of the demiurge-like Hapexamendios, the insane architect of the First Dominion, in Clive Barker's Imajica. Regarding The King in the Tree, Andrews had this to say: [M]y image of a King in a Tree was King Sweeney of ancient Eire (from Flann O'Brien's 'At Swin Two Birds'), who was cursed for attacking a priest and went mad:  climbing into a tree where he stayed - reciting poetry and eating cresses.

The title character in the song also seems like a representation of the Green Man in modern times, invisible to most everyone who prefers to turn [their] face to the wall rather than see him and rescue him from us before we find ourselves in need of rescue from him. A wise warning indeed.

Favourite lyric:

Secrets words of the world are Engulf and Devour
(why is all this tyrannical shit in the soul of a flower?)

Note:  When listening to this portion of the song, pay attention to the music when Andrews sings “why is all this tyrannical shit in the soul of a flower?”  It mirrors the lyrics with an aural blossoming.  Brilliant.


  1. Soft Estate (Andrews, Barker)

Soft Estate weaves a delicate soundscape that will doubtless make the hearts of Big Night Music enthusiasts beat just a little faster.  The undulating melody dresses lyrics that encourage the listener to populate that soundscape with beasts and structures.  It is absolutely a song you would want to sing in your sleep, but it also one that promises waking dreams.  Andrews shines here, his command of language obvious, along with an uncanny ability to seamlessly meld poetry and music to create a unique visual for every listener.

Favourite lyric:

all along we were licking at the light
and clawing at the roots
and walking in the night
all startled at the sound
and reeling at the sight:
all the information:
limitless and liminal…


  1. Woke Up Wrong (Andrews)

Musically, this song is probably my least favourite, but the lyrics, with their play on names and words, more than compensate.  The conceits are all tongue-in-cheek, but for any linguaphile, they will also double as pure delight.  The second verse takes the wordplay a step further, hinting at a little bit of danger you think you can’t quite grasp, but it may be you really don’t want to…  Like so many Shriek songs, the mischief implied latches on to your subconscious, and that’s what you carry with you long after the song has ended.  A particular stand-out is the piano solo, sweeping the languid patterns of the rhythm along in a flourish.

Favourite lyric:

Barney Manglue with his running gags
(you wouldn’t want to do the kind of things he wants from you)
Butcher’s sawdust in a hundred bags
(needs that soak-up since he woke up).
Stretch the moment with his steely claw,
spread this second to infinity and more.
World-matter rattle, it’s a losing battle
(we always knew it had a tendency to get bad)


  1. Beyond Metropolis (Andrews/Marsh)

After days of mulling over how to best describe Beyond Metropolis, I finally settled on Etymological Chimera.  This song is a triumph in every way, and will more than likely drive lovers of language to smoke a cigarette after each listening.  The afterglow is that good.  I’m really not going to say much about Beyond Metropolis, because it would be unfair to spoil those who have not yet listened to it.  Musically, the song is what we’ve come to expect from the Shrieks:  intelligent, funky, and rhythmically perfect.  Lyrically, Carl Marsh makes a good case for adding words to the Scrabble dictionary that will let you win every single time.

Favourite lyric: All of them.


  1. Ammonia Tree (Andrews/Barker)

This song may be the perfect example of why so many of Shriekback’s fans are often also seekers of knowledge, long after they have completed their “official” education.  It is fraught with references to mythology, literature, history, theology, and philosophy, but also offers Easter eggs of a more personal nature, evidenced in a kind of gentle angst and nostalgia.

Framed within Mark Gowland’s fierce harmonica, and underscored with a quiet rhythm, both of which enhance the longing, and a certain level of regret, you can clearly hear in the lush tapestry of Andrews’ keyboard work, Ammonia Tree vividly takes you to the locations, both real and imagined, mentioned in the song.  It paints pictures and freezes moments you can take with you when drawing to a close.

It may be of interest that the last stanza of the lyrics is signature Andrews work, which focuses on a word or phrase – this time, it’s a phrase – that becomes a chant.  It’s very Shamanic in nature, using mnemonics to teach by rote.  This signature composition places Ammonia Tree in Shriekback’s family of songs that also includes The Reptiles and I and Hammerheads.

Favourite lyric:

When your own head bores you
with its bloody awful song
it wasn’t pretty wasn’t clever
and didn’t last for very long:
it felt like looking in the mirror
with all the strip lights on.
(might be a Stendhalian glory if you can only wait that long).
Is it holy intropection or wrestling futility?
In the quest for Truth and Beauty under the Ammonia Tree


  1. Recessive Jean (Andrews/Barker/Marsh)

In the hierarchy of my personal taste, Recessive Jean would rank #11 to Woke Up Wrong’s #12.  What I find most impressive about the song is the rhythm and bass that makes it sound like a descendant of Feelers.  That’s not to say it’s a rehash of the elder song; Recessive Jean is undeniably a force unto itself, but it carries that Feelers vibe, which will make many Shriek fans miss Dave Allen.

Carl Marsh is once again taking the lyrical and vocal reins in this one, growling about the clever homonym in the title.  The apocalyptic implications are deftly hidden within the jaunty melody, and is a reminder that nothing is ever what it seems when you’re listening to a Shriekback song.

Favourite lyric:

With a charm to disarm and a passion for harm
In so many ways, so many ways
A façade of calm can but raise the alarm
At the end of days, the end of days


  1. Horrors of the Deep (Andrews/Barker)

One of Shriekback’s more consistent trademarks is combining unease with beauty.  What could easily be the title of a chaotic Death Metal song delivers to you an ethereal vastness that overwhelms the senses.

Horrors of the Deep revisits Barry Andrews’ preoccupation with the sea in all its metaphorical glory.  The music alone is an aural ocean unto itself, all delicate ebb and flow.

As with Cormorant’s Sea Theory, Andrews offers up a meditation on the sea and how little we know about it, despite being born from it, carrying it within us, and eventually coming to rest within it, in some way or other.  The dust of our evolutionary ancestors can be found on ocean floors, and attempting to comprehend that is often unsettling, as such evidence forces us to come to grips with our impermanence when compared to the unimaginable immensity from which we came.  So, too, is our inability to understand mortality and what happens after.

Just as with death, the deeper the waters go, the less we know.  And it’s a human trait to fear the unknown.  That fear is etched into our DNA.  But just as with this song, if we dare to explore these arcane landscapes, we often find beauty and transcendence just under that layer of dread encoded within us all.

Looking at it from that perspective, the horrors woven into song become a living cradle instead of a watery grave.  Despite the horrors, in the end, it is illumination (or bio-luminescence) that wins the day.

Favourite lyric:

Sumptuously poised here in the foam
a watery quintessence
later pitifully trailing home alone
my bio-luminescence.    


  1. In the Pylons (Andrews)

An instrumental that may be a musical re-enactment of touring an Egyptian temple, In the Pylons begins subtly, but escalates into epic, hard-driving drum-fest. No proper Shriekback album can go outside without an instrumental to keep it warm.


  1. Man of Foam (Andrews)

The first thought that came to me upon the initial listen is that Man of Foam could be a lyrical look in on New Man from Go Bang! Elegant piano and shimmering synth carry the tune into Big Night Music territory, bridging a gap between the two albums in a very satisfactory way.

Favourite Lyric:

Oh Man of Foam
What you gonna do if he follows you home?
There will come a day
when the moth meets the naphthalene.


  1. Everything Like That (Andrews/Barker)

Prepare to worship at the Church of Shriekback when you’re tossed into the Gospel-driven Funk that is this baptismal fire they call Everything Like That.  If anyone needs proof that Shriekback are still making music, this is all the proof you need.  A culmination of Andrews giving a nod to an author whose books have been of inspiration and the long love affair the band have with deep and dangerous grooves.  Everything Like That is relentless in its invitation to be properly arranged in the construct of the song.  Lyrically, it is a very close to being as brilliant as Beyond Metropolis.  The bass line of the song is one of the best on the album, in my opinion.  Judge for yourselves; however, it may take more than one listen to hear everything that’s going on.  It’s a veritable fun park for Shriek fans who prefer their tuneage to threaten as much as delight.  It could break some hearts as well, though, because you can only imagine how a live performance of this song would be.

Favourite Lyric:

Under the time-lapse clouds
out on the screen of green
I want to see the monsters couple
with the wet machine.
You are my salad witch
that I would like to dress.
I do not lack the Wound.
I do not lack the Mess.
And Everything Like That.

I could have easily said “all of them” as I did with Beyond Metropolis; however, this particular stanza holds one of my personally favourite things about Shriek lyrics – words that usually would not be capitalised, but are, to make them seem Very Important,  but the reason or meaning behind it is never explained, and that makes my imagination go wild.  What is this Wound of which you speak, Shriekback?  No, don’t tell me, I have my own ideas.


  1. Bernadette (Andrews/Barker/Marsh)

A perfect end to a nearly perfect collection of songs, Bernadette is a lullaby that lets you get grounded after the manic Everything Like That.  It promises you good dreams and rocks you, overlooking a sprawling cityscape bathed in the twinkle of electricity, as the sun retires with you.

Bernadette‘s gait is akin to a metronome, used not only to maintain the see-saw magic of the melody, but to also hypnotise and assure you of your safety, even when the music spirals down as though the cradle has fallen.

Carl Marsh’s vocals and Barry Andrews’ piano give the song a stately air, a sort of ritual procession done each day as the sun begins to set on the place you call home.

Favourite lyric:

When beauty starts to fall apart
The savage eye and beating heart of darkness
Blessed Darkness.

WRSoFOverall, I cannot recommend Without Real String or Fish strongly enough. Since they returned to music with Having a Moment, I have always cited Cormorant as my favourite among the albums they’ve recorded in the 21st Century. That must change now. This is one of those Shriek albums that doesn’t just shine in its place among the recent outings; I have no doubt that Without Real String or Fish will stand the test of time, and find itself treasured by Shriekers old and new. From the opening song until the soft dissolve into Dark, it’s more than obvious that this was a labour of love.


And we are the winners.

tinhuviel: (Ludicrous Speed)

So far, the week has certainly been an interesting one.

Yesterday evening, You Tube's All Seeing Eye, placed this little gem in my recommendations - Contemporary Acoustic Buddhist music, courtesy of Mantrasphere and record producer, Barry Andrews. Listen!

Today has been a little less productive because I went to get a nerve block injection for the left side of my lower back. They gave me a giant shot of dilaudid and phenergan to relax me, and they said it would last a few hours after the procedure was finished. That was this morning at 9 o'clock. I did not go to sleep, like so many other patients do, according to the staff, but I did zone out for much of the day, only recently snapping out of the catatonia. So far, I've been satisfied with the block's effects. I can stand up straight now, instead of looking like a human comma. After months of really hideous pain, any change for the better is welcome to the point of my turning into this little old lady.

Since hearing the new Shriekback album, the ebb and flow of my current Work in Progress has changed tidal behaviours and set my writer brain on fire. Big changes are in the offing, and I'm eager to get to the revisions and rewrites.

But first, I need to finish the song-by-song review of Without Real String or Fish so it will be ready to share, if approved, when the album is released. The problem I'm having with it, though, is the brainmeats begin conjuring new themes and possible directions for the book, when I'm trying to focus solely on whatever song I'm discussing at the moment. What I'm having to do is limit the work on the review to two or three songs a day, with each song on perpetual repeat until I collect my "sanity." I am halfway finished with it, and am about to work some more on it, since I haven't touched it at all today, for obvious I'm-drugged-the-fuck-out-of-my-mind reasons.

I figured I would visit the Cliffs before proceeding, because I'm committed to being more present here, my favourite and preferred dot on the Internet map. It's now time to make a concerted effort to maintain my "critical brain" as I beat back the "creative brain" for a little while.

I'm gonna be writing like a damned maniac.

can't stop writing or my muse will eat me

tinhuviel: (Chalice Kindle)
Bitten by Books is a site that focuses on reviewing books about the paranormal, Vampires in particular. When The Chalice was published [livejournal.com profile] theafaye and I submitted the book to Bitten by Books for review. Just in time for the Kindle release the site has posted its review of the first book of The Vampire Relics. Here's the beginning of the review and link to the entire piece on the website. Please let me know what you think of the review when you have the time and inclination to do so!

In the time of early humanity, ten Elfin gather in a sacred grove to conduct an annual magick ritual when horror enters the world. One of their own, the Apostate, entraps them in a dark magic circle and unleashes a curse that turns them all into the Upry – vampires. The ten behold each other, and seeing the monsters they have become all flee. But their new vampire natures rule them, and they leave a bloody trail behind as they quench their newfound thirst for blood and destruction. Outcast from their Elfin brethren and in loneliness, they begin to create others to be like them and soon there are “Hives” of vampires, each Hive reflecting the nature of one of the original ten.


tinhuviel: (Andy Partridge)

Jen Olive’s “I Say Love” EP

I SAY LOVE: a lilting espousal of love, Jen’s bell-like voice washes over you like a warm ocean. The harmonies are flawless and make the song a lush garden of sound. Production quality forges a musical banquet that you’ll want to revisit time and time again.

ROBOT BOY: a quirky song, this showcases Jen’s song-writing skills. She pieces together a melody from unexpected places no one else would dare attempt to go. No matter its strange phrasing, the song is irresistibly sing-able and you’ll find yourself hearing it in your head despite yourself. One of the stand-out aspects of the song is the almost South African-sounding guitar.

SO FUNNY: another lovely offering that changes pace without regard for the foot-tappers out there. It’s definitely for people who like to truly listen to a song, dive into it and examine what’s being offered by the artist. This is a song that must be listened to repeatedly in order catch all the musical treasures Jen has placed like Easter eggs throughout. It’s wonderful the way production brings the guitar and Jen’s voice to the forefront of luxuriant instrumental support. All-in-all, a well-crafted song that should take a prominent place on anyone’s playlist.

FAIRY FLESH: shades of Kate Bush tinge this song at the beginning of this beautiful song, but Jen makes it her own with her perfect voice, immersing you in a rippling, dreamy auditory experience. Her vibrato is showcased, which will make your eardrums tremble with bliss. This is another song that will wedge itself within your brain and compel you to hum the tune when you least expect it.

SUPERMAN (LIGHTERTHIEF REMIX): Lighterthief places its mighty finger on Jen Olive’s melancholy melody. Stuart Rowe’s production makes for an enticing musical resonance that permeates every cell of your body. Jen’s vocals wrap around the regretful lyrics like a warm blanket, and Andy Partridge’s backing vocals only serve to enhance hers a hundredfold. Lyrically, the song touches on our insecurities and how they often grow from seeds planted by the very ones we love and trust. It seems to be a very personal song, which draws the listener closer to the artist.

ROBOT BOY (LIGHTERTHIEF REMIX): If there’s one thing Lighterthief and Stuart Rowe do, it’s to magnify the strengths of a song and concentrate them until they become like sonic diamonds. This remix is one that needs to be played in your car, full-blast, so the opulence of the sound can assault your senses with Jen’s curious refrain. Most definitely a song worthy of being on anyone’s playlist.

Should you buy the new Jen Olive EP? Unequivocally, I would say yes. If you want a strange and lush musical experience that you’ll want to listen to repeatedly, absolutely purchase her EP. There’s really no way you could regret having good music that stands the test of time. You can find Jen’s new collection on the Ape House website starting on 1 April.

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“Life in the Loading Bay,”

a Partial Song-by-Song of the

New Album by Shriekback

 

1."In the Dreamlife of Dogs:" Of the new song collection, I must admit to having a soft spot for this song. The philosophy sings (for lack of a better word) to me. The lonely delicacy of the instrumentation communicates a kind of longing for something we humans assume is a simple thing, yet continues to stretch far beyond our limited understanding. Barry suggests it might be a bit more complex than we believe in the extravagant piano phrase that paints a vast sonic painting of Dog's inner world. The music, both lilting an a little bittersweet, matches the language of the lyrics perfectly. The phrase "palace of scent" I found to be particularly striking. It brought to mind the psychological term "Memory Palace," having to do with spatial mnemonics. The dog's olfactory sense would be the firm basis for any canine's Memory Palace, the scent being the dog's strongest sense that connects it to existence and its own comprehension of the existential. The ending of the song is deeply satisfying, with Andrews' camparison of how little we know about each other to the mystery of a dog's dreaming mind. Favourite line from the lyrics: But the dog as he sleeps is opaque as we are. We dream as we live all alone in the nightmare of history. And, as much as I know who you are in the dark behind your eyes, the Dream Life of Dogs is no more of a mystery.

2.“Loving Up the Thing:” Probably my favourite of the collection, the word play pulled me in early on. That combined with the orchestral phrasing that frame the song perfectly exude a kind of sweetness not often found in a Shriekback song, but can be enjoyed to a great degree in this one. I consider it a companion piece to the more celebratory and amusement park ride “Hooray for Everything” from the album Glory Bumps. The hint of Gospel makes for a very feel good, sing-a-long feel to Shriekback’s typically twisted rhymes and wordplay. The orchestral portion of the song sounds like something one would hear during Cylon-Human battle in the new series. It makes one wonder if Barry was a fan and absorbed the sound by default. I suggest you listen to the song at least four times, each time for a different reason. A) Listen for the lyrics, as they’re typically Shriek brilliance. B) Listen for the music and how sonically perfect the instrumentation alone is. C) Listen for the sound effects. I swear I hear a Wookiee in there somewhere. What do you hear? D) Listen to the song in toto for the full effect of a wonderfully-constructed pop song. Favourite line from the lyrics: “Guilt is its own reward said the Martyred Angel to the Pleasure Lord.”

3.There’s nothing like an old-timey Gospel song about surrendering to the ramifications of our actions and that’s it seems “Make It Mauve” is all about. Pulling from the Parc Stic prophecies, Barry sits us down in the church of Alexander Leviticus to show exactly where we’re headed. Pulling from his love for traditional Black Gospel, Barry creates a song of praise and celebration mapping out how pollution is going to get us in the end. Fans of prophetic songs, tent revivals, word play, and general mischievousness will thoroughly enjoy this song. Keyboards are happily busy on this song, which makes for an even more fervent round of celebration. Favourite line from the lyrics: “that’ll be our history written on the air and, if we made it up then really who would care? Now we’re aniline purple with a febrile glow, and I just think it’s the only way to go.”

4.“Nowherenothingnever” is Shriekback’s sojourn into the Blues, as the band takes the trip down that long road of things happening and making things happen to see what can be stripped down, examined, and told to the audience. After their long Blues trip, the Shrieks decided the thing to cover up is “Nowwherenothingnever.” I can’t help but see this song as a bit of an autobiography on Barry’s part. Most Blues songs are autobiographies, and he uses a language that only he can be sure to understand, while at the same time allowing the listener to apply his or her own interpretation to the lyrics. Many emotions are touched upon in the song, but it does end on a relatively bright note, like many Blues songs aren’t noticed as doing, but actually do. Even though the message might be a little bleak, not to expect too much, one can still end up happy, despite The Blues creeping into your world. Favourite line from the lyrics: It don’t make no never mind, It don’t make no never mind, every naked ape wants to live forever / every human soul and all our best endeavours.

5.“Now I Wanna Go Home” speaks of midlife rocker angst. The driving beat and the bleak message just screams of someone who went out and did exactly what he intended to do, and now has has enough of it. Rock songs don’t have to be complicated, and I don’t think this one is, being the only full-blown organ-driven industrially-bludgeoned rock song on the album. The Shrieks have done what they’ve come to do. It’s time to go to go home. Favourite line from the lyrics: Gaffed like salmon and clubbed like seal, scraped me down to the bone, educational in its way, built some character I daresay, but now I wanna go home.

6.“Pointless Rivers” finds us in a territory the Shrieks have never consciously explored until now. We find the word play we’ve come to find so familiar with the lyrics, we just find them in the Paddy Rock format. Think Barry Andrews meets Flogging Molly over Guinness. Of all the songs, this one has the fullest sound the busiest music going on. The lyrics play at being both sarcastic and desperate. Of all the songs “Pointless Rivers” surrounds and binds the album and gives Life in the Loading Bay a cohesiveness it doesn’t otherwise have. And Barry on accordion is always a good and Holy Thing. Favourite line from the lyrics: Gonna lay my hands upon you, gonna chase you round the pond (may not be so exciting now these elements are gone). We know that Satan’s watching us and has been all along, and thus we see the Pointless Rivers flow.

7. The most bittersweet of the collection, “Simpler Machines” caresses those of us heading into the second interlude of our life into taking the trip easily, unsure of the technologies of the day and where we may fit inside their clockwork poetry. It makes us long for days when we understood the newness of the day and didn’t find ourselves doddering in response to our younger nature whose apps, tweets, and torrents carry on to a place that not as comprehensible as the world sung about in “Simpler Machines.” The busy, almost multi-metronome beat maintains the illusion of those things that work, but also promise us that our day is the that’s past and the future date may not be so joyously simple as hoped. Favourite line from the lyrics: the scrapyard stars are glittering tonight – the shards and smithereens – no question – it is a sentimental sight. Our toys and tools: all of those simpler machines (they’ll break your heart alright, those simpler machines).

10 July 2010

Tracy Angelina Evans


Shriek-Land

Jul. 7th, 2010 04:31 pm
tinhuviel: (Shriek-Basin-Barry!)
I've begun the song-by-song review of the new Shriekback release, even though I don't have all the songs yet. Carl Marsh is contributing to this album and he's using different methods and instruments from Barry's sojourn into Shriek-land. I wonder if Stuart has those and is waiting on permission from Carl to pass them on to me? Perhaps I should write them all three and explain what I need, that I'm in the process of proofing, and my brain is mush at the moment. I don't want to sound like I'm complaining, 'cos I'm not. I'm just really eager to get this done for them and build up some excitement over the new album, whatever its name turns out to be.

Can you imagine what an amusement theme park based on All Things Shriek would be like? Dark places would abound from which glitches (more than one) of Mothmen would flutter about whispering your doom. We'd have the Bog of Eternal Tench where people had to sing "Sexthinkone" to get the stones to come up to allow them passage over. There could be the lair of the Lupine/Vampires where you must dodge heads on pikes to make it through to the end, all the time being chased by Vampires and various other frightening Beasts. The ultimate roller-coaster would, of course, be Glory Bumps, where passengers would get shaken, shimmied, jellied, and maybe even saved before being dumped in a big vat of holy water (or so we say). If you need to rest, you can take a spinning cup filled with eels and feathers for a brief siesta, then move on to fellow earthling habitat area, ingeniously entitled Naked Apes and Pond Life. The place would be lush with gardens, questionable topiary, and metallic sculptures. One may also visit the library on gardens and their importance in the history of...history. Here folks can get hip to the Hypnerotomachia de Polyphilo and Parc Stic.

Any other ideas for this worthy and wholly impossible project? I'm sure I'd come up with more if I gave it some thought, but I want to work on this song-by-song, so I'm leaving it to the Shriekers. When you're done brainstorming, I'm sending this to Barry, just so's you know. And maybe even Carl, too.

If Harry Potter can have a park, then so can our Shrieks. Just sayin'.

Al Salaam
tinhuviel: (Andy Partridge)

Lighterthief’s Hard Listening

Hard Listening, the latest offering from Swindon-based music collective Lighterthief will fill you to overflowing with sonic wonderment while leaving you craving for more. The EP features three songs, none of which have any similarities or common ground except for the presence of Lighterthief mastermind Stuart Rowe, of Future Sound of London/Amorphous Androgynous fame, and XTC’s Andy Partridge, whose APE label is fortunate enough to carry the collective.

“My Dream Sea” features APE vocalist Jen Olive on lead vocals starting the listener out gasping for breath as Jen instructs you to “just breathe in and out.” You’re then blanketed with an ocean of sound that swirls and plays with your senses, and incorporates everything from 30s-styles vocalizations from backing vocalist Andy Partridge to Gregorian-style chants. An overall Trip-hop feel is enhanced by Jen Olive’s delightful vocals, her style being sexy, solid, and confident enough to experiment and play with the music.


“Running with the Mothmen” throws the listener into the mad world of Barry Andrews, ringleader of another music collective Shriekback. Stuart Rowe’s quirky and infectious guitar riff is the gentle glue that holds the song together, as swanky sax and electric rock guitar vie for the listener’s attention. Typical of an Andrews song, the lyrics engage the music, merging flawlessly with it, yet still demanding a certain attention of their own. The chaotic percussion serves only to augment the lyrics, prompting the listener to go “mad as a bag of cats” and “do what the voices say.”


The more mainstream offering on the EP is “Shining Surface.” With both Stuart Rowe and Andy Partridge pulling guitar duty, the engine of this song is revved from the beginning few notes. Sam Bates shows us exactly why he’s part of the Lighterthief Live Band with his strong, unwavering voice. The bridge is reminiscent of the Psychedelia that came out of the 80s. The song is so powerful, it literally has to be geared down before it can come to a conclusion! Both fans of XTC and Foo Fighters would definitely find this song on all their favourite play lists.


Should you buy Hard Listening? It cannot be more strongly suggested that you do. In the wasteland that the music business has created producing vapid music with little substance and a pretty face, this is indeed a lighthouse for people who love genuinely good and original music. Stuart Rowe’s production is flawless and serves only to enhance an already delightful auditory banquet. The only problem is you’re left wanting much more from Lighterthief. Be prepared to wear out the repeat function on your players. You can find Hard Listening available at the
Ape House, and be sure to check out Lighterthief’s other EPs while you’re there.

- Tracy A. Evans



Hard Listening Lighterthief
tinhuviel: (Default)
The third review. I would have had both completed, if I hadn't been preoccupied with Smidgen. Of the three I've written so far, I think I'm proudest of this one, although I may have outdone myself on my yappiness in that this review may be longer than the actual film itself. Ha.

Le Cirque du Destin

It has been said that one of the most honest faces on Earth is that of a clown’s. It has also been said that the face of madness can most often be found behind a mask of laughter. In The Circus of Destiny, the viewer is introduced to this myriad of emotions via Scott McClure’s subtle understanding of the medium of silent film.

Le Cirque du Destin tells the story of a young Parisian mime whose talent at knife-throwing is legendary, in that he never misses his mark. But his is a tragic tale which is told in a series of retrospectives as seen through the mime’s blade-sharp memory. As the ringmaster introduces the mime to the audience, the mime introduces his backstory to the viewer. We see him transform from a foolish youth to a young fool in a mere handful of minutes, and at the hands of his devious and selfish childhood friend Etiénne. As the story and backstory merge, the viewer is left with one little question: who gets the last laugh?

Written and directed by Scott McClure the plot is told almost exclusively in the players’ faces. McClure’s mime in particular carries the viewer through every emotion the character feels, every slight he suffers and, inevitably, every nuance of anger and madness to which he succumbs. The story is told in just over ten minutes and is certain to haunt even the most jaded viewer as one wonders where exactly that last blade lands and what happens to our tragic mime once it does? Repeated viewings will only serve to do two things: provide the viewer with even more questions as layers of the story one may have missed on initial viewing are imparted, and reveal the complex beauty that’s often overlooked, yet can only be found in silent film.

tinhuviel: (Default)
I've still got The Patient to review. That's a two part silent short. I'm hoping to have that finished tonight sometime. Also, Tish is wanting me to view another silent movie of Scottles' about a knife-throwing clown with a nemesis. The irony is not lost. Anyway, here's the review for The Seven Snowmen, for what it's worth.

The Seven Snowmen ~ Schichin No Yuki Otoko

Imagine if you will a Calvin all grown up, roaming the Earth, Kitana always at the ready. Imagine if you will Bill Watterson meeting Akira Kurosawa and drinking just a little too much Saki before conceiving an epic film short that would combine the best of Calvin and Hobbes and Akira Kurosawa’s Samurai films. Based on Kurosawa’s The Seven Samurai, the film focuses on a lone warrior who solves a little problem the villagers in the north have before the Great Melt. How he handles this problem is both hilarious and twisted.

Written, produced, and starring Scott McClure, Schichin No Yuki Otoko is a delightful tribute to a genius filmmaker and an equally genius comic strip writer. You’ll find yourself watching this repeatedly and chuckling in spite of yourself. You may also find yourself wondering how Scott McClure pulls off looking Japanese when he’s anything but. His ability to physically transform into whatever role is set before him is uncanny.

tinhuviel: (Barry - Elf)
I'm about to send it off to B. I figured I'd do the easier one first, this one being my favourite.

''In the Dream Life of Dogs"

What occurs in the mind

of a cur by the fire?

on the rug as he growls and he drools;

as he spasms and twitches ?

A bloodbath of rabbits

where the faecal aromas are sublime?

in the Dream Life of Dogs

these we think are the riches.

There the crow's provocation

will no longer be endured.

There the insolent rat is subdued

and is stricken and shaken.

There as King of the Rains

The Wild Rover -the bitches' rump so fine...

This the Dream Life of Dogs?

or are we mistaken?

(solo)

For all that we know, in the hound's inner world

there are marvels to rival the greatest that man can envision:

a Palace of Scent

where the Laws of the Pack are redefined

is the Dream Life of Dogs

maybe ripe for revision?

But the dog as he sleeps

is opaque as we are.

We dream as we live all alone

in this nightmare of history

and as much as I know who you are in the dark behind your eyes

the Dream Life of Dogs

is no more of a mystery



Of the two songs, this one is my favourite, I must admit. The philosophy sings (for lack of a better word) to me. I love the lonely delicacy of the instrumentation in this one, communicating a kind of longing for something we humans assume is a simple thing. But you suggest it might be more complex than we believe (and it probably is. We humans tend to dismiss anything that’s not directly of our own narrow little world) and you paint a vast sonic painting of Dog’s inner world. The music, both lilting and a little bittersweet, matches the language of the lyrics perfectly and the phrase “palace of scent” I found particularly striking. It brought to mind the psychological term 'Memory Palace,' which I first encountered in the book Hannibal, having to do with spatial mnemonics. The dog's olfactory sense is basically his Memory Palace, so this fit so sublimely. The ending of the song is just as satisfying, though, with your comparison of how little we really know about each other to the mystery of a dog’s dreaming mind. This is what made me fall in love with Shriekback’s music, the more introspective melodies on ‘Oil & Gold’ and the whole of ‘Big Night Music.’ This is the kind of music I think about when someone asks me to try to describe your music. And this will be logged alongside my many favourites you’ve written over the years. Thank you for sharing with me. As always, it’s an honour to get previews of the wonders to come and to have my opinion valued.



As an aside, it never fails to humble me that he even thinks my opinion counts. He's been writing music since I was a mere 12 years of age and has had raging success long before he even knew I existed. I never take my insignificant place in his big world for granted and I wonder sometimes how I even got on the radar to begin with, excepting for the wonders of Teh Intartubes. What's so funny is, even after all these years, I'm still scared stupid, stupid being the key word here. I've said it many times over the past few days, so I'll reiterate here: therapy, I need it.

I'm going to hold off on the second review until tomorrow.

Now back to our regularly scheduled Vampiric wordy words.

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