For the first time in a little over two weeks I'm going to see Llew.
I'm neither dreading nor looking forward to it. I basically feel nothing. I'll see how it goes tonight but, honestly, I'm afraid the damage is truly done. I promised him one more chance, but I can't help but think I'll have to act my way through it until he screws up again.
I'd rather be angry than feel nothing toward him. Usually when the apathy hits me, it's the end for me in whatever arena.